Time

Everything seems to be going so quickly. It's beginning to be unbearable. I miss being a kid, I'm not ready to grow up. But that's life right?
Time goes so fast sometimes. My three-week break is flying by and I want it to slow down! I've been so busy with anything and everything that I haven't even been able to write. I'm trying to keep myself busy but it's become too much. I don't even understand myself.. I've had so much fun this past week but I wish I had spent more time alone. How does that make sense? I have no time to be bored. It's nice being home and for some reason, I just want to isolate myself from society but I can do that in college.. This break is to see my friends and I don't want to. I'm confusing myself with my thoughts. I just wish time would pass slowly so I would have time to be with friends and be alone. 
I feel the need to update about everything this past week so on another note, I'm never telling my friends anything about a guy that I like because they will use anything against me. On top of that, I'm scared to even like a guy because I don't want to fall for him and get hurt. I don't want to go through that pain again.
Change of subjects once more. I've been hanging out with my sister a lot lately and it's been so nice! I even spent the evening at her home playing Balderdash with her family. I'm glad to be a part of that. My sister and I do everything together. We've watched an unhealthy amount of movies recently and are also planning on decorating a gingerbread "train" tomorrow! 
To sum up my busyness, I need time to breathe!